Below are the 3 most recent journal entries recorded in vanimaer's LiveJournal:

Monday, July 3rd, 2006
11:41 pm	hey for those of you that forgot. vanimaer is me, deanna. ok. so everything is going ok. besides the fact that matt CANT EXCEPT the fact that i no longer have feelings for him. and he screams at me.. trying to tell me how i feel... no on can tell me how i feel. i dyed my hair. i lightened the blonde. and have black hair with red chunks in the front. only one problem. the red looks unnatural. i dont know how im going to get a job now. i can put it up and kinda cover it with the black hair. that might slide. i also like india arie, her music makes my soul feel wonderful. i think im almost confortable with my own body... maybe if i lost like 6 more pounds... ive never been confortable with my own body until... now. i think im done for now... (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, October 22nd, 2005
10:17 pm	so this is it. im hitting that stage where maturity is flowing from all sides. it's a new feeling. i have realized that this is it. this is life. once highschool is over, we will all begin a new chapter in our lives. and its weird cos this chapter will determine whether we will become a clever scientist or some bum underneath the bridge. we won't have a curfew, restrictions from parents and etc. all i know is that im heading in the right path. im doing just fine. PS. invite me to your wedding. ^_^deanna Current Mood: calm (Comment on this)
Friday, October 21st, 2005
10:06 pm	this test, what what, testicles?? Your Ideal Relationship is Marriage You've dated enough to know what you want. And that's marriage - with the right person. You're serious about settling down some time soon. Even if you haven't met the person you want to get hitched to! What's Your Ideal Relationship? Current Mood: cheerful (Comment on this)